so im probably making it to boston at this point and thats awesome
this past month has been so insanely stressful with my classes and i've been so burned out trying to get everything sorted that i need to get to where i need to be. it's quite frankly a lot but if it all works out then i will be so much happier for it. i've got so much to look forward to if i just dont fuck anything up
ive been reflecting a lot too on my creative process. it took me a while to realize ive spent so much time trying to make cool stuff that i think i forgot that making things should be fun and fulfilling and not just something to look back on proudly like a trophy. it sucks because its been like a year since the last time i really finished anything and i still frankly dont have much to show for it. 500+ projects on my computer since 2020. 500+ ideas, and most will probably never get finished because they do not bring me joy
so... i guess you'll see me when i remember what this shit is supposed to actually be about. and when i figure out what i want to do with it when the dust settles (haha get it)
(i have no idea what im doing anymore)
— dani